Too hard to take, to know that you really can’t see your little one anymore. Spending most of the time not being around you make it even worse. I have this picture of you that I always look at every time I miss you. But I never had any idea that it’s all that’ll have for the rest of my life. Honey I swear, I don’t need to stare at photographs to remember you so well. In my heart you will dwell until my last breathe. I know you will be taking care of Mama, Brennan and me. I know you’ll ask Jesus to take all our sufferings away. I know that you’ll ask Jesus that the I’ll be out of this adversity I’m in too soon. Baby, I know you’re watching us day by day. Maybe to us you are out of sight but from you we are not.