It’s our angel’s 12th birthday… as we left the cemetery the rain poured like crazy like she’s crying from heaven.
We miss you so much Anne Sherina!
Longing
My angel’s nine today
It’s been a long while since I got a new post for this blog. It’s not that I’ve forgotten you already my darling angel. I know that you know the hard times I got with and I know that you understand why I can’t push my self to write.
I came over an email from griefshare just awhile ago and it’s a great relief to know that there’s an assurance for us to be together once again and that when that time comes, we’ll never be apart ever again.
Jesus said… “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” (John 11:25-26).
I believe what Jesus said with all my heart and mind and I know that this is an assurance that we’ll eventually be together again.
Happy birthday anak. In my heart you live on.
Just another day
Today is the start of the year. For me, it’s just another ordinary day. Since you’re gone nothing seems to be good. It’s just another day longing for you my dear.
You are shining from above
I can feel you in my hair whispering just about anything. Your voice is still in my ears and my tears won’t dry yet. You are shining from above watching over us, I know. You are there waiting for the moment we’ll be together again, I believe. I’m missing you so much my baby.
The Hurt is almost unbearable
Most of the times when I think about my little baby I’m into tears. The hardest thing is when you are on your bed and she suddenly seeps in your heart and soul and you can’t help but cry. I know God knows how I feel, how Anabelle and Brennan feels. And I know that He got the answer for all of the uncertainties that we are feeling day to day. How I missed her.. nobody can explain.
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Missing you so much every single day
As it goes longer, the longing grows deeper. It’s seeping deep inside my soul like it never ends. How someone you loved so dearly just left like that. I guess it’s just because I love you so much that is why I’m feeling this way.
Anne,
I hope to see you again one day my sweet little one. I love you so much!
Love,
Papa
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A future is lost
A lot of people specially her teachers at school are saying that Anne Sherina is exceptionally intelligent, well mannered, loving and kind. I’m drowning in tears when I see her handwriting which is far more better than a regular fourth year high school student. She really is a lost future. Sometimes I can’t stop my self from thinking of what she might have been when she’s grown up. With her intelligence and great interest for studying, she might have gone far. Her lola (grand mother) said she always find her apo (grandchild) doing her homework everytime she comes to visit Anne Sherina and her brother.
What an emptiness the loss of Anne Sherina had brought into my life. Words can’t explain how I feel. Temporarily few things can make me smile but the thoughts of my precious child always brings longing and loneliness for the reality that she is separated from us until the day our souls reunites again.
Anne Sherina 